one more day until my birthday~

and yet i feel nothing. but i never do, so fail.
gaaahhh i'm getting olddd. or, at least, i feel like i'm getting old. twenty year old complex, gtfo.

15. for some reason i think that's a big number? why? i have no idea.

at least friday (my birthday) is a short school day, for me, at least.

but i don't know what to do the weekend after. there's only one person who could come out of seven so. well. fuck me. xDDD

and now i'm nervous The Queen of All Evil may make a guest apperance. i don't think my heart could take it if she did. i may just loose my mind and attempt to rip her throat out. and i'm not even kidding when i say that. even thinking about it makes me uneasy and my hands are shaking so let's skip this topic for now....

anyways.

i've been wanting to post art. i really, really have. but my laptop at my dad's is raped and i don't want him to go through it to fix it. and because said laptop is fried i can't scan/add any of my art.

which maybe it's a good thing, because i don't know how many of you want to see random pictures of wolves, pokemon and ryan ross.

xDDD