TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:

10) hey, ilu and all, but SRSY. stop chasing me down the hall with pictures of the creepy saporta. IT'S UNNATURAL.

9) honey bunny. you seem down. i'm not gonna press the issue but know i'm always here for you. <3

8) ggaaaahhh. i'm not entirely sure what to think of you currently. be glad my nice side's taking over and 'm not being as nastalgic as i normally am...

7) please stop asking for me at the door. i really don't want to talk to you right now. please stop calling/emailing me too. i won't reply. /:

6) heyyy. i know we don't talk as much and we still need to get together again some time but srsly ilu and please stop fapping to edward cullen it would make me happy kkthxbai.

5) and YOU! i need to be seeing you sometime soon little missy. guitar hero after my house gets fix'd? y/y?

4) koala koala up the coconut tree~ climb back down but don't fall on me~ wooly wooly sponge of the sea~ ewe's been the counter at the tea party~~~ <3

3) leaving this blank

2) blank

1) blank OH GOD i don't know that many people who i want to talk to currently.FAILBOAT


NINE things about yourself:

9) i'm currently re-playing Okami for the 6th time.

8) because i've been playing too mcuh Okami i keep thinking i'm supposed to draw circles around the trees that have no leaves to make them bloom.... in the real world. xD

7) i'm currently trying to learn how to play Everlong on guitar.

6) i really want to hold a real koala. srsly.

5) i cut my hair the other day. it's...like... a bit above my shoulders.

4) this week alone i've drank three gallons of milk... by myself.

3) when i put my hair in a ponytail i look like i have a really long neck and then i get paranoid someone's going to grab me around the neck. o_o

2) i'm currently making a Anti-Twilight book report for my English class. oh, it will be so much fun...

1) when i'm in band i want to make our music videos parodies of other music videos. xDDD


EIGHT ways to win your heart:

8) stand up for me when i'm having a hard time and i will heart you for all eternity. srsly.

7) don't bullshit me. i don't care if your blunt, tell me what you need to tell me.

6) buy me snow crab legs. srsly. i will love you forever. *_*

5) be supportive of my (not always well thought out) ideas.

4) don't be an edward cullen. =_=

3) ...you can win my affection through my stomch. srsly. give me fooooood. (i'm just saying this because i'm braindead and hungry)

2) plz no stalking or creepy shit like that. (this goes with #4)

1) care about me i'll care about you. unless your name is gabe saporta.


SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

7) "...i skipped sleeping in for this fuckery? why?"

6) "never gonna give you up~ never gonna let you down~ never gonna run around and desert you~"

5) "lol mimete is fun to draw."

4) "i'm gonna take a nap.. yes... napping after school..."

3) "bandslashbandslashbandslash..."

2) "DO NOT WANT CREEPY SAPORTA!"

1) "i'm hungy. /:"


SIX things you do before you fall asleep :

6) gtfo the computer. /:

5) eat something random.

4) watch House M.D.

3) wash my face/brush my teeth.

2) try to warm my bed up because it's fucking alaska upstairs in my house.

1) kick my cat off the bed.


FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment: (not in any order)

5) mimzy

4) larisa

3) mom

2) sara

1) all my old price friends


FOUR things you see right now:

4) patrick-koala (happy mimzy?)

3) an assortment of jewelry.

2) the mimete i just drew.

1) House. xD


THREE songs that you listen to often at the moment:

3) anything from leathermouth... mostly "what's a pulse got to do with it".

2) sugar by system of a down... for some reason.

1) msi up the wazzo.


TWO things you want to do before you die:

2) produce a record with a band.

1) fall in lovvvve. *shot*


ONE confession:

1) uhhh... a while ago i shot a crow with my brother's bebe gun and killed it. i then cried and buried it in the back yard...? xDDD

Who did you last text?
^{my mom asking if she'd pick me up something to eat on her way home. xDDD}

Missing someone?
^{all the time, always someone...}

Suppose you see your crush kissing another person what do you do?
^{try to ignore it and possibly cry but if i know the person they were kissing was trash, then i'd interveine.}

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
^sometimes.

Do you have good memor​ies with old friends?
^{yeah. definately.}

What's something you REALLY want right now, be honest?
^{school to end/people to stop judging me/snow crab legs...}

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
^{no. no matter how many best friends you have throughout your lifetime, every single one is different in their own way.}

How late did you stay up last night and why?
^{around twelve because i didn't have school the next day and i was busy dancing like a moron to msi...}

What do you think it takes for a relationship to work?
^{trust, honestly, support and above all else- love. *dreamysigh* ... *slapsself*.}

When is the next time you'll see your close friends?
^{possibly this weekened... maybe...}

Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
^{no. i don't know if i'd want to, either...}

Who was the last person you texted last night before bed?
^{jez, i think. sending her a picutre of pete wentz, i think. xDDD}

Will you be driving in a year?
^{no, not legally. xDDD}

If you could see your future, would you look?
^no.

Do you spend your money wisely?
^{i plan to, but i always just splurge on whatever i find interesting at the time. DDDx}

Are you afraid of snakes?
^{not really, unless it was going to attack me. i think they're kinda pretty. DD}

What is on top of your TV?
^{my guitar...? xDDD you'd only understand this if you've been to my mom's house.}

What was your last phone conversation about?
^{it was my mom checking up on me being home alone, telling me she'd be home in about an hour.}

Do you like to read?
^{yes, a lot.}

Is anyone is your family a fire fighter?
^{not that i can think of...}

Do you talk in your sleep?
^{i've been told i do. xDD}

Do you believe that regrets are lessons learned?
^{yes/no. i think they are just haunting reminders basicly saying "lol DON'T DO IT AGAIN."}

What are you listening to?
^{it's 3 am... she won't put out. let's go make out with her friends, make out with her friend's friends! DDD}

Would it bother you if your b/f or g/f talked to their ex?
^{i may be a bit paranoid but unless i had proof something was wrong with it i don't think i'd mind. :0}

Have you made a mistake this past week?
^{who hasn't? (yes, definately.)}

Are you happy with your life right now?
^{i try to be.}

Who would you want to be tied to for twenty four hours?
^{anyone who wasn't gabe saporta/bert mccracken/jared leto/stepehenie meyer...}

Why aren't you in bed?
^{...dude, it's 7:30.}

Did you & your ex have an amazing relationship?
^{seeing that i don't have an ex... yes, wonderful. xDDD}

Who was the last person to make you laugh?
^{my mom talking about the chase/cameron relationship in house m.d. xDDDD}

Who was the last person(s) you hung out with?
^{the most recent was mimzy.}

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
^{not really.}

Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you DO?
^{if i had an ex, it depends on how he treated me/our relationship after dating, but since i don't... xDDD}

Has anyone ever sang to you?
^{uh... minus the concerts i've been to? no, i don't think so...}

Do you like cuddling?
^yeah...

How do you feel about (Guys,Girls) smoking?
^{fine as long as you don't do it with me around. /: i hate cigerette smoke.}

Have you kissed anyone on your top?
^{since this is originally from myspace, i guess this question doesn't count here, huh?}

Are you busy tomorrow?
^{yeah, with school and all. /:}

Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?
^{maybe. yeah. possibly. (patrick? xDDDD)}

Who did you last get into an argument with?
^{my mom. i forgot what it was about, though...}

Is it easy to annoy you?
^{depends who you are...}

Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
^{pfffftttt no. xDDDD}

Have you dated peope who wasn't good to you?
^{what? no? i've never dated? ryan ross?}

Do you have any plans​ for Valen​tines​ day?
^{not that i know of... o_o}

Are you shy?
^{sometimes... not really... depends where i am.}

Are you a talka​tive perso​n?​
^{same as the shy question. depends who you are...}

What are you doing​ tomor​row?​
^{waking up freaking early, going to school, coming home... that's about it...}

Did you like anyon​e last summe​r?​
^nope.

Do you ride rolle​rcoas​ters?​
^{i love 'em. DD}

Is tomor​row going​ to be a good day?
^{i hope. but tomorrow involves math, pe, tech and english, so there's a 570% chance of failboat.}

What were you doing​ at 10 last night​?​
^{uhh...i can't remmeber. browsing twilightsucks.com and listening to msi, i believe.}

Starb​ucks or Cold Stone​?
^{you're comparing an ice cream shop to a coffee shop? what? ...cold stone, i guess.}

Is there​ a difference​ betwe​en "i love you" & "​love ya"?
^{...not that i can think of. they do mean the same thing, don't they?}

Do you have stron​g feeli​ngs for the last perso​n you texte​d?​​​​
^{my mom? uh, well, i guess 'cause i love her but... yeah.}

If someo​ne liked​ you right​ now, would​ you want them to strai​ght out tell you?
^{that would be nice but i wouldn't want to pressure anyone into saying anything if they didn't want too.}

i think my brother has killed every song on that damn game. from panic at the disco to nirvana to lit to motherfucking paramore.

i can only raise the volume on my headphones so high. i'm sorry hun, you're in the middle of puberty. you cannot sing.

on another note... i'm not quite sure why i'm typing this. boredom? i feel like taking out my old ddr dance pad and playing a few rounds...

hm. everything's peaceful... for now. i can never get too comfortable without one of my family members freaking the fuck out. hopefully the next spazz's topic won't be me. i mean, seriously. i've already been (in their point of view) a sex addict, a porn addict, a victum of child molestation, a whore, a lesbian, a druggie, a suicidal mess and an insane depressive hysterical hallucinator.

...yeah, they can't really bag me with anything else now. ...hmm... maybe selling drugs and murder, but, y'know. those are just things i totally do. all the time. totally.

i think all and all the only thing truem is i'm a nervous wreck. oh pete, you clever lephercaun rape-er, you.

anyways, getting off wangst-tastic topics...

oh. i'm done with finals. finally! thank god. i think i bombed my tech final, though. shit. /:

also- i have tomorrow off from school! *rubs in people's faces* *victory dance*

another thing... unfortunately, my laptop at my dad's has a virus. while i try to fix it, my scanner won't work, so don't expect any work from me for a while other than written things. /:

this has gone on too long. seeya guys later.



oh mr.benzedrine! wait for me!

So by now hopefully most of you have heard about FOB coming to San Jose in march.

If you haven't, you're a fag. <3333

Well, I don't know about you smosho's but I want to hear Patrick's fantastical singing voice once more, so I'm going all the way.

If anyone needs a ride (has their parents permisson/can buy their own tickets/whatever) just ask me. I'm going with my cousin Jez, once again. xDDD

I'm not sure how much the tickets are, I'm not a motherfucking overcast kid. (Pete, you douche. WHY WE NOT GET TO SEE TICKET PRICES AND THEY DO!?) But I'm assuming it will be ranging from 20-40 or so.

Uh...anything else? Um...Oh yeah. It's March 7th, which is a *dun dun dun* school night. Tuesday ight, to be exact.

Because my mom loves Patrick and thinks it's healthy to hear his gorgeousness whenever he comes to town, she's letting me go.

OH YEAH.

And it's Fall Out Boy with: All Time Low, Hey Monday, Metro Station, Cobra Starship.

_{Oh, fuck. Gabe.}

Note: Lol sorry if i came out sounding weird. i just woke up. xDDD

LOL Hey thar.
If your reading this I'm either:

A: Currently being held hostage by Gabe Saporta and someone better send the release money QUICK or...

B: Sleeping or...

C: Dead.

...Most likely B or C. Why? Finals, my dear lad, mother-fucking, cock-sucking FINALS.

Yes, there is much hate. Anyways. This was just a pretty little filler. I have to study for math currently so... I'll leave you with this.

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1. Open your music player thing
2. Put it on shuffle
3. And start it up
4. Then write the song playing for each question
5. For every new question -> press next
6. DON'T LIE.
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1.Opening credits:
Animal I Have Become – Three Days Grace
(LOLWUT.)

2.Awakening:
Animal – Mindless Self Indulgence
(…Because, you know, that how I am when I wake up. o_o )

3.Childhood:
Faggot – Mindless Self Indulgence
(… I was denied all the best ultra sex during my childhood. Oh baww. D: )

4.First Day of School:
I Think I’m Paranoid – Garbage
(…that’s actually pretty accurate.)

5.Made First Friend:
Tornado – Mindless Self Indulgence
(Why is MSI raping my ipod currently? And they snuck up behind me like a fucking tornado?)

6.Fight-Song:
Bounce – The Cab
(… Oh shit. Dance-off? )

7.Life is Great:
Sex On Fire – Kings Of Leon
(…uh… o_O WOW. )

8.Mental Breakdown:
Drowning Lessons – My Chemical Romance
( …”OH GOD I DRAGGED HER DOOOWN. FUCK SHE’S DEAD. GREEEAT.” )

9.First female Love:
Wow I Can Get Sexual Too – Say Anything
(…*headdesk* Oh, that is just SOOO wrong.)

10.First male Love:
Circus – Britney Spears
(LOLWUT.)

11.Car Ride:
Slow Down – The Academy Is…
(“WILLIAM!! DUDE! SLOW THE FUCK DOWN! You’re driving too fast! DDDx )

12.First Family Death:
I Never Told You What I Did For A Living – My Chemical Romance
( So I turn into a murderer? Sweet! OH WILLIAAAAAAAM. )

13.Drop out of school:
Closer – Nine Inch Nails
(…Uh. I drop out of school because I want to fuck you like an animal? …o_O)

14.First Job:
I Kissed A Boy – Cobra Starship
(…I kiss boys? Oh shit, am I a whore? D:< )

15.First Concert:
“Stay Away” – Nirvana
(DUDE! KURT’S BACK- shwwwwwwweet!)

17.Get Together With Your Big Love:
Bury Me In Black – My Chemical Romance
(…oh. That’ll be an… interesting relationship. O_O)

18.Marriage:
The Beginning Is The End Is The Beginning – Smashing Pumpkins
(Oh, well, damn. At least it’s SP! )

19.Sex scene:
It’s Warmer In The Basement – Cobra Starship
(… *throws ipod angrily* )

20.Birth of your First Child:
Adam’s Song – Blink-182
(OH SHIT. First, I’m a murderer and now my son’s suicidal? Damn. O_o )

21.Old age:
Time Is Running Out – Muse
(…Well, it is. )

22.Suicide:
20 Dollar Nose Bleed – Fall Out Boy ft. Brendon Urie
(…LOLWUT. I SMILE and TAP DANCE to death?!)

23.Funeral:
Headlock – Imogen Heep
(That’s… weird. o__o )

23.2(Old age death):
Love Hurts – Incubus
(…DDD: )

23.3(Suicide death):
Pretty Girl – Sugarcult
(…I killed myself because my boyfriend used/abused me? AW SHIT.)

24. End Credits:
Kiss My Sass – Cobra Starship
(…AFTER ALL THAT ANGST!? BULLSHIT.)